I am glad practically nobody reads this, so I can vent and not worry that millions worldwide will think I'm a bi*#@! I am just very very very STRESSED at the moment and I refuse to take it out on my family, so I will take it out on my blog instead!
I am so TIRED of being poverty-stricken all the time. Randy feels like crap because he knows he's not making enough to completely support us. He knows it isn't entirely his fault, his criminal record should not be such a big deal (one tiny theft, which, I might add, he didn't even DO!). BUT. He has been given some leads for some good jobs and he's not taking them. I truly believe it's for 2 reasons: 1) he feels so kicked around, he just doesn't have the chutzpah to do get out there, and 2) he doesn't want to feel like the only reason he gets a good job is because someone else butted in. Dumb, because in this world, it often is WHO you know as much or more than WHAT.
We really would be ok at this moment if the damn National Guard would pay Randy for his 2 weeks of AT! (Advanced Training). Somewhere along the way, his pay orders were lost, and we are going on week 4 with no money (because he just started another crappy job, which doesn't pay his first check til Friday.) So, right now we are pretty screwed.
And if that's not enough, our CAR needs a bunch of work. The radiator hose blew the other day. Randy fixed it and also changed the thermostat, but it needs LOTS more work.
Julia has 2 appointments and a surgery over the next 9 days.
Nathaniel, my "normal" kid, needs to seen an orthopedist for funny ankles and scoliosis.
And we have a conference down in Las Vegas in 12 days. With no $$ and a broken car.
I can't afford my diabetes meds.
I can't afford to see my doc to get back on anti-depressants.
I can't afford not to.
Prayers, people. We need 'em.
4 comments:
Prayers.. are on their way.
We will see you on Friday, and see what we can do!
Thank goooodness it is payday!
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